Long lost greetings

Hello, a warm greets from office.
I have been missing for very long time I guess. I nearly forget and forgone my precious blog.
I myself wonder why I do not update my blog frequently
Maybe because I dont have any nice topic to share, I ran out of idea , out of topic and out of my life. I dont have time :(
Anyone can give me some idea please? Gonna appreciate it.
Oh ya, I've been doing my intern lately. This is one of the point why I dont update my blog frequently
After work, feeling damn exhausted. I bath, eat, watch drama and sleep. Beautiful isn't it my sequence of life?
I have to adapt this life as this sequence gonna be my daily life soon. I completed my college course and finally I can take a deep breath. I do not need to sit for exam and study. Yay, it is a happy news for me I supposed.


Well, even after two years, I still miss him and care for him. I don't know what is the exact reason I have been falling for him after so long. I been questioning myself eversince we're not together. The only reason I could provide is I really love him. It is so so hard to forget him, forget everything about us. It might only took us short time to be together as one but I will cherish every moment and path we went through.How could I forget the first time we met during my birthday, you were there to fetch me after class. Remember? Everything that we did I scribble down in my little diary, every words you texted me eversince we known each other, I captured down too in my diary. You tell me how do I forget you? It may be impossible for us to be together previously, now or future but I hope one day we will get the true blessing for who ever do not accept us as one. I often tell you to give me some time to forget you but I cant do that, I do not have the heart to letting you go in my heart and mind. And you making me hate you in the hope I will find another guy. Not untill I let go of you. We cant do anything except for being friends, this is what we are going through and practicing now. I feel suffered and pain coz everytime I close my eyes to sleep, I thought of you, thought of you holding my hand and tell me I am afraid that you be lost or fall like the ever first time you grab my hand on the escalator. However, even if we are not together no matter how hard we tried and wait, I wish you hapiness in your life, hope you can find your true love and never to see your heart break. I never wanna see you hurt and sad, I just want to see you always happy with your life even without me. iloveyouendlessly.


As long as you're happy, I am happy too regardless of our relationship
Like most generous people quote " Doesn't need to be with the person you like if wants to be happy"
Somehow I agree to the quote but I am not ready to let him go
I wanted him to be mine so much, perhaps a future with him.
I pray for us to be together one day without any objections.
I hope you feel the same way too.

The end of 3 years hardship

Her college life ended last year
She won't have the headache of doing assignment, meeting the lecturer she dont like and attend classes like usual.
She is free with her working life now, not to mention it is tiring to go to work
Waking up early in the morning, head to office.
Isn't this what we all want after graduate
Get work and earn more money to live wonderful life lol
Here where she is now. Having the same dream like others. Looking forward to job with no regrets..

Last Sunday was her convocation, family members attended one of her biggest day in life
Sorry for postponing this post beloved sis and congratulations to you..
You make it through all the hardship, I am proud of you!
Do not forget me when you succeeded ;)
I will update the rest of convo pictures soon...


Update soon..have a nice day everyone ;)

Sent from my iPhone

I don't really care anymore, go away !

I was reluctant when you spill out the statement
How could you tell me that
And I personally think you don't have the right to tell me that
You should remind yourself what to dos and donts
If you are just next to me now, i will punch you for real
I dont really want to know all that
After years gone by, i think i changed
Not for the sake of you but for my ownself and my loved ones
You think you are perfect enough?
Stand infront of the big mirror and you could tell your weak side
You wouldn't know how glad am I now for putting you off from my life
Or else I will be regreting now
Just live the way you use to be pathetic people
I just sit here and see how far you can go with your life and perceptions 

Sent from my iPhone 

Making my way up

Hello everyone

Been away for weeks

Any changes?

Nope, I'm still a loner

I have been in upset mood ever since the world doesn't recognize me anymore

The people around me do not understand the only me

I do not know what this world means to me now

I couldn't speak to anyone I know

Everyone seems like a stranger to me

They look at me differently, way too different now

I lost my way, strength and life, every second I feel like tearing apart 

I am sad, why they are not noticing?

It has been too obvious we are moving apart now

The world doesn't seem so green to me anymore, life out of rainbow patch

I just don't know why, I feel unhappy

I may look strong outside but I am not as strong as what people think

My heart hurts, my ears hurt, I might just fall down at once

But a smile on my face is a must to cover my sadness

It just another crap to speak out

Maybe the world is not lying to me

This is life, this is reality

Whenever you need me, I will be there

What happen when I need you, You won't be there

It makes me hate people so much, dramatic one to be exact

Whatever, I live on my own life

Fucked-up if you hate me     

Exhausted on the existing day

Just another ordinary day at campus

What so good to be in campus studying for late classes

Nothing good to be boost off

I been lacking of sleep during the beginning of the semster

   ?Wonder why

Of course it is not because of hardworking and study stuff

I'd been waking up very early these day

 I want to sleep more more and just more than weekends

I dont think I own a choice

My eyebag is going to pop out soon like panda :p

This is just another minor piece of mine life

 There will be more coming up next, I know

Never ending pathetic life

What goes on, just let it be

Hang on for the bad day and move on to another wonderful day ahead

It is always simple to said than done

Another typing session just from college library while waiting for prince class to end

Hope the other day arrived in few minutes time from now:(

Put a full stop on holidays as real life is approaching for another time

Holidays.
One week gone with relieve and I should mention stiffness here.
The main reason is because I done nothing, nothing exciting or enjoyable, just loafing at home
It happens every time. Everyday. Results released yesterday, mere satisfaction. I could have done better.
I spend my hols unproductively, brain is lacking of knowledge and oxygen at the same time
I only walk out to open the gate and dry clothes.Lolz.Poor thing. Most of the time is inside the house.
Holiday had always been boring to me, I do not know where and who should I ask for companion
And I realized I have been worrying over minor matters too much where it doesn't even bother actually
Giving me hard time to make wise decision as well as become a well human being.I am so dull.
And it is so so so tough to overcome emotion and obstacles in order for perfection. I've been trying my level best to behave in superior manner.
But I can't pretend nothing happened in the past and get along with you all the way. Nothing gonna changed the past, your stupidity attitudes. We have enough of it. Let's just say we live on our own life without interrupt one's path.
Full stop!

After all the buzzing speak up.There's something I would like to share here. The other day, I am searching for Big Bang MV's. Simply because I wanna download the MV's and keep it in my laptop ;D
While I am searching, there this video with two guys kissing and it actually attracts my curiosity to watch. I just wanna know what is it, tempting tho ;P
Yeah, I did click the link and watched. Since the video contain some obscene action, I wouldn't attach the link here where underage kids are not allowed to watch, oops!
(Do ask me the link if your wanna have a glimpse either curiosity level is high)
I am at the right age to watch this kind of video, do not say I am not suitable to watch this or hamsap please
Okay.I should at least give some clue right. In fact, it is a love stories between guy couples.
I wouldn't say it is gay love because the story flow doesn't seems like that to me.
watching this series, I do realized it's not only girl-boy love appear to be strong but guy couples could actually protect and love the same way as the normal girl-boy relationship. I am impress by how the stories tell us about their passion and love for each other is somewhat similar to the reality one. Whereas, the most challenging part is both main lead can suits their self in the character and emotion. It is impossible to hold on laughter and tears at some scenes,really. I personally like this series very very much, what ya think?

The Takumi Kun series, is in Japanese. (you can watch it with sub)

It looks somewhat sweet right? :P

Cast by Hamao Kyousuke(left) and Daisuke Watanabe(right) (I only remember both of this names)

Hamao is so darn cute, I like. I guess everyone likes him.

Short sight: Hamao is known by Takumi in the drama and he is the girl where Daisuke is the boy, given the name as Gii. They are the cute couple where love,passion, sacrifice,understanding,depressed,hurt and protect took place in thier relationship. Both well acted as it is not easy to do so at some scenes. Takumi really looks like a girl to me and his cute voice calling out Gii name makes me melt every time I watched. The part where Gii run all the way to look for Takumi is so touching that I shed some tears. I just super duper love this series(infinity like) and I hope it won't end. What ya waiting for, watch this ;)

Aisheteru Hamao ♥♥♥♥♥!

A quick peek of the lovely series

Takumi and Gii forever, Takumi Kun is love ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Girls just wanna have fun. I don't wanna waste so much of my youth time doing nothing. I want to have fun!

҉ ĥƴƀŗȉƌ ƦɜɭɋȚȋȱɳșɧ!ƥ ҉҉

The society and the world ain't the same like before. The old world that folks used to live left far away behind leaving sweet and bitter memories
And where high obsession and curiosity overwhelmed one personality at the present
Public personality tend to render and changed in so call modernized globe,and so was love and relationship

It is common now to have society with dissimilar religion holding hand or walking together as a pair either at mall, college or just anywhere. Is it a true love or fad? I believed everyone will questioning the same matter  upon this type of relationship such as how do they fall in love or can they communicate well with different language. Fyi, we do have other alternative way like utilizing international language to communicate, I mean everyone will at least have the basic English to speak.

Sigh. However, there are still number of people that have different opinion regarding this. They wouldn't be blame to have their own thoughts. This group of people do not accept hybrid relationship even during this current era where there are no differentiation between black and white as the world structure have been modernized years back then. I mean who really care what are you made of. Chocolate, milk or expresso? Everyone is the same which is human but only carries different culture ahead us. Culture is important,  I know, but there always some reason to go beyond this culture. I just don't get what these people think. Perhaps, I won't understand and get along well. Let's hope for changes people, changes in their mindset. Pray (=

Saw? Awesome? I don't see the point to differentiate ourselves with others. Because we all are the same,
HUMAN. "Our colour may be differ, but somehow we do look alike". Agree? Always think on behalf of others before we act. In fact, what so great about differentiating about colours. Gonna win billion or million? Think wisely!

I do not know about you

But I am happy with my colour, I am not hesitating

The question you frequently ask 'why'

I may not be giving you an accurate answer 

Because I'm not sure about it, I am not given a choice to choose

Just be grateful for who you are, God Bless with ♥

   

It's over and done

Exam overrr!!

Finally, I owned  my 1 week sem break starting from today

It's a good thing as I am away from notes and books

Past few weeks been crazy writing and memorizing over the notes

Like every minute holding the notes (Nerdy herh?)

I am not, I guess I hate the feeling of failing seriously

But I ain't doing my best for this sem finals

Pheww..I am so so dead 

What am I gonna do with the grades? 

Anyway, it is holiday for me now

No point thinking till the result out

Happy Holiday college mates :)

I wanna work but I lazy to find one 

1 week work is hard to find now

Help me? 

Till the next day, I shall update about myself

Take care guys, ♥

Before I leave, this is one love piece of senti-mental song

One of my current favourite song ♫

What is past and done

Leave it and move on
This is life, we cant complain much

I dont' have the feeling for longing to long

I dont' wanna wait any longer 

I guess it's the time to say goodbye again!
I'm not sure I can make it this time round,  pray hard I can

    

Dream will never come true

It is true that dreams are hardly come true?  

In my opinion

Very rare or I should say once in a blue moon

Perhaps never!

Maybe we should stop dreaming and live on

Human do realize reality is any better than fantasy thinking

One of my dream just crash and burn yesterday

I feel very very sad

Why when I always have the hope, it will disappear the other day
:((

I like this quote so much from Tupac Shakur

-“Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real"-

I really like this scene from No Strings Attached movie

'Ashton Kutcher is so so so caring'. So so swweeet. I make you a period mix :P

I wish I have caring one too. Every girl dream guy :)

No point for regretting

No point for hoping

The fate is justified

Don't look back, keep going.



 

Works load with limited time

I can't breathe!

I can't breathe!

I can breathe no more

I can breathe no more
I can sleep no more
Busy busy busy but still loging to other activities

Been exclusively busy with college work

* Assignments (Left 1 more)

* Presentation preparation (This stress me out the most!)

* Individual project (Driving me crazy, sigh )

Personally, final year ain't easy to go through without putting much effort

Many tasks need to be done in time (Couple of weeks to go)

Important to be alert and not taking things for granted (I do not pay attention to this)

Handling works alone make me feel like going into another stage (maturity stage)

Kind of rushing a proposal in an organization =p

Things ain't flowing smoothly under my control

Work mess up every single time

I am not sure where do I start and how should I complete a perfect one

I know 'Not everyone is perfect" concept is there to comfort me

Nothing to expect more than perfect

Average is pretty satisfying



This scenery looks pretty calm to me
I wish I could sit on the rock and relax =)

*Finger cross tightly every single time for me and my closed one to succeed*

*Reality life isnt that easy to live compare to a dream*

*Need to be patient to be succeed*

Be nice to people on your way up because you'll need them on your way down.Wilson Mizner

 



Another ordinary day with the loved one ♥

We wanna go for walk, eat chicken rice ball and..and simply spent time together:)

Therefore, Malacca is the place we break through last Wednesday (15/2/11)

If you ask me how was it?

In my opinion, it was somehow rather fun to be at other place and the weather is hell hot..phew~

But no worries, my sis got me a beautiful red hat (thank you sis)

So that how it goes

Malacca to PD

Its been many years we didnt spent time together like this, aren't we?

Eversince we grew up from a toddler untill now

Ask us are we happy? I guess everyone can know the answer

Live like theres no regret

I always care and heart my loved one

oneheartwealwaysbe


♥

 Pictures pictures everywhere xD

I am feeling lost lately

Merely the feeling of tired and pressure

I dont wanna be moody like usual

I just wanna be happy!

You dont appreciate, you can leave

Nobody can force you to be honest

Do not lie, I dislike it the most

Just disappear, I dont want to see you

Im lost and hurt, you wouldnt know and care about me

Then why still longing for? Only you know the reason



CNY`11 Dayout

Gong Hei Fatt Choi

(Ang Bao Na Lai)

I know its too late to wish my dear friends here

But who cares? Its only Chor-8 today =p

So hows everyone CNY celebration?

I hope everyone have fun during lunar year

I had an awesome time  :)

Like usual, vegetarian on the first day like every year

Scrumptious serving from my aunt, never get boring ;D

Well, I didnt took much photos of food, relatives or outift for that day

Just a simple picture will do

Oh yea head to LM for movie after receiving ang bao from aunties and uncles

A simple reunion among us is more than everything in this world

The value is priceless and money cant buy happiness I shall speak

Looking how happily they gather and chat makes me feel satisfy and excited

Meeting cousins I seldom meet is beyond my expectation, I'm over-joyed actually

There is when I wish every day is a chinese new year season

Then everybody will be happy without worries

Once again, happy chinese new year everybody

 Siblings @ LiveLikeHowWeAreBefore <3

I know my limit, I'm very sure about this

Do not worry

I strongly agree prevention is better than cure

Prevention is better than getting hurt

Live it to faith, GBU!  





New year new life perhaps

The year of 2010 has come to an end

For everyone of us I believe

For those who doesnt want to leave the year of 2010

Lets move on with the hope of other better year ahead

 Forget the sadness or tears that filled our previous life

 Reminiscene and cherish the happiness moment always

As life go on, sad thing would be our least fav part

Hereby I wish everyone will lead to a happy life in 2011

Sadness is a temporary feeling, do not overwhelmed with it

The best wat to react is SMILE

Smile is one of the best medicine to cure sadness

Once again HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

* Say goodbye to 2010, lets welcome 2011*

We won't know what will happen next

Human dont predict everything accurately

Hence, live life to the fullest without any regret

Everything happen for a reason

When Santa hit the towns

So sorry people

I realized im lacking of post >.<"

My bad~Honestly, Im lazy

Im on holiday but dunno why I am soooo lazy

Back to where we supposed to be

2 days late for christmas wishes

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS ^^"

Have a merry jolly x'mas

Im sure you all do

Can share with me if your want xD

As for me, going dinner with family at KC is more than everything

Love my family always <3

Too bad he isnt there with us on X'mas eve :(



Simply because she's dangerous n she's bad

It's none other than her, who else right?

I don't really care much about it now

Who cares if you browsing thru or reading my post

You may read if you dont feel hurt and shame=)

Sarcastic enough? I am

Well, who to be blame for something like this happen, its only you

I cant just look at it and pretended there's nothing happen

Especially when he is emo-ing at night

What have you done to him?

Only you knows it well

In my opinion as girl, if you don like a guy like seriously DONT HAVE FEELING on them

It is better not to give them hope, ignore them

So its either leave it or take it

You may choose, everyone has the right to choose

And taking advantage is seriously out of wonder

Influencing someone to be bad is not a good thing, hate it

To you, make the right choice for your own sake of future

Do not make your loved one worry about you

You have everything that people wonder of, do you know that

I hope you realized it soon

Bright future is waiting for you

Is either you want to achieve it or not

You can live on your own witout others help, be indepedent

Trust me, all the best to you

Always hoping the best for you and from you

Dont make us disappointed

ILY! from the bottom of my heart

Remember you are always better than others from what I observe

As a matter of fact, you are

Do no take things for granted and do not hope to achieve the thing you wont get

Satisfied with what you own now.

You wont know the fact might change someday without your knowledge

We talk about it and advise, its because we care about you

Not to intrude or ruined your life





What I want for now is you

Yeah, all I wanted is you to come back sis

I been missing you so darn much T.T

I received her text this morning

Informing me she will be back from work today

I know she is missing home and me too =p

Faster come back sis, will ya?

I have many thing to update you

난 미스와 사랑 noona

I am sorry for letting you down and sad

I cant do anything but just to say sorry

I know its really hurt deep inside

But I firm to my decision first, thank you for understanding

Maybe someday we'll be together =)

Somehow another memories lie within

Oh my!

I so in ♥ with this song and the lyrics

Wonder why?

Yeah as stated at my title

This song makes me think of you partially

Every single time I listen to this song

The word lyrics reminds me of you

And it will be one of my lifetime fav one from now on

That I can even hummed this song every time I have nothing to do

How can I forget you if my heart still wants you

I wish I could just swallow up our memories or even burn it

So that I won't be suffering now

Here is the music video and lyrics below

Colbie Cailat- I Never Told You

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep


Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe


But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in


And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you


I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me


But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in


And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you


But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in


And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I realize I did not tell you honestly the other day

But I do remember every single thing you asked and said

And I am sure you know the answer pretty well even if I dont tell you

The more I tell you, the more I'll get hurt

Btw, this song resembles you in my mind :) 

All the way stress

Arghhhhh

I am stress because of final is around the corner

Very soon like tommorow.LMAO!

I am so not prepared just because Im nervous

And Im lucky enough to go through my first day pms today

Sigh, how am I going to survive for 3 hours exam tommorow

Because my body is lazing right now and the pain causes so much hurt ;(

Well friends, just wish me luck and pray I wont be lazy in the exam hall tommorow

Halle-luyah~

Exam period (Oct)

1) Current Issue in Marketing  20th Oct

2) Employee Development  21st Oct

3) Managing People  26th Oct

-1 marketing subject and 2 human resource subject-
(Current update: Left 0 subject . 3 down, none more to go)
HOORAY =)

You dont desreve to be treated good

Im sorry if I am mean

But I learn it from you

If making people sad and hurt makes you happy, then go ahead

Don ever think about karma and sin

Or else you wont be enjoying now

Wish you the very best in your life

-Sweetest draft for you-

This outing do spare me loads memories

Hello all, Im here once again

Bringing back past 2 week memories with me

I freshly remember the date and time

 It was 6Oct10 on Wednesday

There are four of us heading to Kuchai Lama

The purpose is to celebrate Hue's birthday

Hope you happy cute dearie

We are actually craving for Societea cafe

But too bad, the shop was closed on that day

We did not lose out by trying the other available cafe there

Hence, one suggested Taiwan Walker

Which is on the other side of building

Oh yea, I forget to mentioned

Huey Miin was the driver on that day

No doubt, she is really cool in driving :P

We found the place is hell chilling as we walked in

As we walk, we spotted a relaxing space on th upper step

We thought 'there is where we gonna sit'

But the waitress wouldnt allowed us to have the table

Stupid ass fella! IHY!

Nevermind, its ok to have the normal space

Hehe

We sat at the middle and here we go

Food ordering moment, haha :)

It is fun to have you bunch of girls always

Even I dont speak mandarin to your

But still we can communicate, I know its hard for your

But I am just so shy to speak it out >.<

Sorry girls

So glad to have you all in college <3

Momentous pieces of memories

Scroll to the end for more pictures

I wouldnt survive till now in my college and studies life without you girls with me

Thanks for being a friend of mine, appreciate it alot from the bottom of my heart

Friends forever will always be

Our friendship might not be as strong as our bff one

It is because our friendship is just only at the beginning stage

Looking forward for more outing with u all

With love always <3, Malar

Working like monkey donkey

Hello readers :)
I am back with the topic of working
Before that, let me ask you guys
Is working as easy as A, B, C?
Well, some of you might say yes and some might not
For me, its a big NO
I found working isn't the same as the life in college
Totally different, things hardly can take for granted
For instance, when you forget to bring assignment during the due date
No big deal as solution like driving back to home and get it as well as the existence of pen drive do really helps especially we need to reprint the whole assignment
However, work document cant be easily left without preparing or bringing it to work
When crucial meeting is being held or meeting up with the vital client
Working equals to responsibility everyone should have
No matter how tough the work is
We must do our very best to achieve the target
Hence, I leave pictures do the caption

Scrumptious beard papa's cream puff from Py
Thanks a bunch PY sis
Kindest person among all :)

Ps:  Sincerely sorry for the ugly-fugly pictures of me , non-edited ;)

Who cares how I look, I might be the ugly one

But inner beauty is what I supposed people judged

Not all of them but I believe these people do exist

I still love the way I look, now and forever!

Boo me and shoo! Stay for support .Thanks!

We wont know what the future bring, but hapiness is all I need now