Making my way up

Hello everyone

Been away for weeks

Any changes?

Nope, I'm still a loner

I have been in upset mood ever since the world doesn't recognize me anymore

The people around me do not understand the only me

I do not know what this world means to me now

I couldn't speak to anyone I know

Everyone seems like a stranger to me

They look at me differently, way too different now

I lost my way, strength and life, every second I feel like tearing apart 

I am sad, why they are not noticing?

It has been too obvious we are moving apart now

The world doesn't seem so green to me anymore, life out of rainbow patch

I just don't know why, I feel unhappy

I may look strong outside but I am not as strong as what people think

My heart hurts, my ears hurt, I might just fall down at once

But a smile on my face is a must to cover my sadness

It just another crap to speak out

Maybe the world is not lying to me

This is life, this is reality

Whenever you need me, I will be there

What happen when I need you, You won't be there

It makes me hate people so much, dramatic one to be exact

Whatever, I live on my own life

Fucked-up if you hate me