I don't really care anymore, go away !

I was reluctant when you spill out the statement
How could you tell me that
And I personally think you don't have the right to tell me that
You should remind yourself what to dos and donts
If you are just next to me now, i will punch you for real
I dont really want to know all that
After years gone by, i think i changed
Not for the sake of you but for my ownself and my loved ones
You think you are perfect enough?
Stand infront of the big mirror and you could tell your weak side
You wouldn't know how glad am I now for putting you off from my life
Or else I will be regreting now
Just live the way you use to be pathetic people
I just sit here and see how far you can go with your life and perceptions 

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Making my way up

Hello everyone

Been away for weeks

Any changes?

Nope, I'm still a loner

I have been in upset mood ever since the world doesn't recognize me anymore

The people around me do not understand the only me

I do not know what this world means to me now

I couldn't speak to anyone I know

Everyone seems like a stranger to me

They look at me differently, way too different now

I lost my way, strength and life, every second I feel like tearing apart 

I am sad, why they are not noticing?

It has been too obvious we are moving apart now

The world doesn't seem so green to me anymore, life out of rainbow patch

I just don't know why, I feel unhappy

I may look strong outside but I am not as strong as what people think

My heart hurts, my ears hurt, I might just fall down at once

But a smile on my face is a must to cover my sadness

It just another crap to speak out

Maybe the world is not lying to me

This is life, this is reality

Whenever you need me, I will be there

What happen when I need you, You won't be there

It makes me hate people so much, dramatic one to be exact

Whatever, I live on my own life

Fucked-up if you hate me